this is going to everyone that i watch:

i'm thinking about quitting...i'm tired of failing to people who aren't better than me. I am absolutely tired of being inferior to people who are NOT in any way superior to me.

i hate when i try so hard and lose to something that isn't better then what i do.
"advertise yourself" you might say. NO...it doesn't work like that...i've done it several times and its only worked once!..."once is better than none" shut the fuck up....when you've failed as many times as i have...once is the equivalent of none....i'm tired of original artists losing to fan artists who copy what they see on tv....i'm tired of original artists getting more comments and favs for stuff that i cud do while sleeping on a train. While i have respect to the real artists...i hate them because i will look at their pageviews....and then look at mine...and realize i have failed again.

THIS IS BULLSHIT

while i can stay and attain those pageviews...some people have been here shorter than i have and have more success....I've failed again.

Failure is not something i tolerate lightly when it comes excessively...one or two are acceptable...get back up and try again...but when they come to you in the numbers...i see two doors...one says "they cheated and you should push on" ...the other says "your a failure and you need to quit" i've taken the first door time after time after time...they say you learn from your mistakes...maybe its just time to quit. I should just go back to writing for myself and the possibility of being an author like i wanted to be when i was a kid. According to you people...drawing is not my thing. YOU turned me into a failure and i will accept this judgement.

i'm giving all the people who watch me or see this one week to come up with a reason why i should continue making art for deviantart or at all in that manner...or else i quit and i will terminate my account. judgement day...June 29th 6/29/2007. I am NOT kidding around here and anybody who thinks i am will be adding gas to this fire. I am leaving the 29th if i don't have a plausible reason to stay or a rapid upshoot in comments and faves that come from the heart. that means that all the people who i watch will not see me again.

thats all for now or ever....you people are too blame for my failure...remember that even if you don't care.

and just so everyone knows...i'm not a suicidal so don't pull that card.

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my mom Ellen
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LOL FRICKING SWEET WEBCAM HAHAHAHAHA

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You don't get many comments on your page thing, do you?

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CRACKA STOLE MY FORD TAURUS SUV!!

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Hey! You should check out ~ssm-deviants

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Thanks for the fav.

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why is your avatar all scary and stuff?
oh! duhh, halloween! hehe.

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Lunta sataa lähipäivinä.

-saves-

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You're lust-worthy! Check your notes for details...

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awh. thanks for the !!

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Love your gallery.

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Spread the holiday cheer, dammit. [link]

Dear Spammeth-
You left me today. And you have gone far away. You will not be back until late, so I guess this is where I will state...
YOU ROCK(eth) MY SOCKS(eth)!!!!

p.s. might I borrow your 4th hour notes persmaps?

lol

ilu.

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I miss you in my english class.
It's just not the same.
Oh wellzorz.

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Greetings,

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and , Hello!!!

Thankyou for the favourite on
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thanks for the fav

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thanks for favoriting patchy
he loves you too

xD

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